Take a chance and make it big...

I'd hate to sound cliche but I feel like this is the start of something new. I feel like I'm in a much better place than I was a few weeks ago. The semester has taken a very wide turn. A turn for the better. I may actually make it out alive. I finally brought all the Disney merch back out. I gave myself one last good cry and I smile now with everything I see and hear that triggers a memory. Last night Colleen, Sarah, and I went to Bourbon Street for ladies night. It was fun to say the least. I must admit, any bar I go to will always be compared to ibar. I have yet to find a place remotely similar. Ran into someone that I've been developing feelings for over the past few weeks. It was an interesting encounter. At the moment, I feel confused, yet smitten. Awkward, yet hopeful. I try to piece everything together and wonder if I did or said anything wrong. Maybe I was too forward? Tuesday will be an interesting day. It seems like he can't even look me in the eye for more than a second. His eyes were everywhere but looking at me. At this moment I feel insecure. Its times like these when I'm not keeping busy, my mind goes a mile a minute. Christina and I went to Oak Brook today and scored some sweet new threads. Urban Outfitters sale section is my sanctuary. Thank god for Christina. It was so good to catch up with her and have her to distract me from my thoughts. I haven't seen her since February! But now that I'm sitting here writting and going over recent events, I'm second guessing my actions and words. For now I'm ending with this, the ball is in your court. If you want something, get it. Make the effort, I've said my piece. Work tomorrow should go by relatively quickly. I get to work with April! She always cheers me up. I think we cheer each other up. I'm happy to have met her. Happy Easter everyone!