time: it moves fast and slow

I cannot believe that August is nearly here! Where has this year gone? I'll be 22 in a month and a half!

I shut myself away from the world for the last day and a half. No response to the outside world. It's just what I need. I'm considering extending it longer.

I can't believe that it's been almost a whole year since my life changed completely. A whole year since I became the happiest I've been in my 21 years of living. I haven't been the same since I've come home. Not even close. I've had my days where I legitimately appreciate being here. But my heart belongs somewhere else.

This past week has really fucked me up.

People fucking with my emotions. My trust. My mind. My life.

I'm not listening to anyone but myself anymore.

So impose as many opinions you'd like. It's not gonna make a damn difference to me.

the distant future

When I fall in love with someone and that someone falls in love with me, I want them to make me a mix cd of all songs that remind them of me. Preferably with these tracks:

All Time Low - Remembering Sunday
The Academy Is... - About a Girl
Kings of Leon - Closer
The Maine - I Must Be Dreaming
This Providence - That Girl's a Trick
Paramore - The Only Exception
New Found Glory - Hold My Hand
Boys Like Girls - Thunder

and so on and so forth.

yaknowthecutesongs.

just saying. if you're out there. do something like this for me.

summer love

Current Mood: relaxed
Current Emotion: excited/happy
Currently most looking forward to: my best friend coming home for a whole month!
Currently rocking: Paramore - brand new eyes
Currently:

I've been enjoying these two days off of work by doing absolutely nothing! Sitting around, watching dvds, playing old school N64, saving money.

When I went to Florida, I worked one shift at Downtown Disney. I never recieved a paycheck for it. I spent hours and weeks making phone calls, leaving voicemails, sending facebook messages, etc. Finally I got some answers. Due to a costuming error, I should be recieving a check in the mail for wayy more than the time I should be paid for that one shift. Reason number 2941 why I love the Walt Disney Company. :)

Back to relaxing.