everytime I close my eyes, I see the same things. I'm in Florida with my best friend. We're walking around the parks, downtown, our usual haunts. Everytime I see these things, I'm happy. I guess I should keep my eyes shut then huh?
I go back to Florida for a week in 19 days! This is what I have been dreaming about everyday. I can't focus on school. School has been a giant clusterfuck of stress and pain. I'll be so relieved when the semesters over. I can't wait to let all of my emotions out. Cry myself into exhaustion and sleep. I'll sleep for days.
I have so much to look forward to in Florida
My best friend.
Disney Parks.
I-bar.
Old Friends.
An amazing job.
Disney merch.
Fall Out Boy sing-a-longs.
Fast Food binge eating.
Beautiful weather.
Eye Spy.
Photobooth photoshoots.
Everything.
Being happy.
I can't wait to be happy again. To an outsider I may look happy. I really should be an actress. I'd kill.
I can honestly say that since I've been home I have not honestly said "I love my life." I haven't.
It's thundering outside. I'll be up late writing a paper. How fun.
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