lost in eastern time.

never in my life have I ever felt so lost and depressed. a part of me wishes I'd never done this college program. I was content with my life. I wasn't as happy as I was when I was in Florida but I was satisfied. I was living for the future. Had I not gone to Florida I could be finishing school on time. I could of kept my job. It's been very difficult transitioning from a warm-weathered, happy enviornment, to a cold and rude town. I've said this before and I'll say it again. I truly believe I am un-happy because of the weather. I just don't know how much longer I can handle being here. and to make matters worse, I am back to a place where I am unsure of what I want to do for the rest of my life. Do I continue to work for a company that I know already makes me happy? or do I continue towards my initial dream and see if I'm happy there? One thing is certain...I'm tired of crying at night.