maybe its a fall from grace

tonight candice and i saw cobra starship and boys like girls. so good. we met alex suarez, bryan donahue, and nick santino, all from different bands, all pretty cool. candice has been sick the past few days. hopefully she's back to normal soon. I'm currently trying to get all the TAITV episodes for her so she has some awesome entertainment for the next few days while she's stuck in bed. I'm working at Pooh Corner this week but according to my boss I'll be going back to my original store next week. I've been on such an emotional roller coaster all over a stupid work location! its just, working at this Pooh Corner really makes me think horrible thoughts. it just brings out the bad in me. it brings out someone that I left back in Illinois at Carson Pirie Scott. I'm not ready to go back to being that person just yet. I'm not sure if I want to go back at all. This program has gone by so quickly! I can't believe it's already November! I basically have a month left here! I'm so torn between wanting to stay and wanting to go. i feel like this is sort of home now. but, I'm actually excited to go back home and experience this thing called snow that floridians just dont get, and im excited to start school again. i'm really happy with the classes i picked out and hopefully I get them come registration time. i cant wait to see all my friends and family and even set foot into my old job and see everyone. it will all be bittersweet. until then, I'm going to enjoy the rest of my time here.