I'm sitting in my room and Blair is asleep. I'm always worried that my typing is gonna wake her. Today was an amazingly fun day. Candice's friend Matt came to visit her and we went to Animal Kingdom today. So fun. So many good pictures. It was nice to stay in the hotel with Matt and Candice for two nights. No roommates! Just good company. Tomorrow Candice and I are seeing All Time Low. I'm really excited. They've always impressed me when I've seen them. I'm considering this the first real time I'm seeing them since the only other times I have it's been at Warped Tour or Bamboozle. It'll be nice to see them indoors and in a smaller crowd. Lately I've been so lonely. I never have this problem at home. I'm surrounded by good people. And I'm not saying that I'm not surrounded by good people here because I am, but I'm ready to be loved by someone. I'm ready to let myself fall in love...
I recieved an email the other day with a wonderful piece of writing attached. To the person that sent this to me, thank you. I just wish it was someone else that sent it. I don't understand how someone I barely see and speak to can pull me in so much. There's just something about this person that I'm wildly attracted to and I haven't felt attraction like this in a very long time. To the person that sent me the email, I'm sorry. Something I did must have given you the wrong idea. My friends say I shouldn't blame myself but I can't help it.
I can't go on anymore. For now I will sleep. Tomorrow is too important of a day for me to be fussing over things I have no control over. I'm sorry again. But there are four guys that need my total and complete undivided attention tomorrow. And I'm not trying to make myself sound like a whore. It's just the band and I've been waiting for this day since I arrived here in Orlando. I finally get to see what House of Blues is made of. Is it better than Chicago...I'll let you know.
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